"say fuck it and bail"

So I got my birthday present this year, which was really cool and surprised me. I usually don’t get excited when Brandon gets me gifts but this year he did good. I got a necklace, earrings, and a bracelet, it was pretty sweet how he gave them to me. I was cooking dinner and he just slips the necklace on me. Then he says “ oh yeah I forgot I have something in this pocket” pulls out a box with the earrings in it… then he says “ and before I forget happy early birthday” and pulls out the bracelet. Man I’ve never felt so spoiled…
.. Thing is I’m not use to getting this much. I’m still not sure how to feel about this, even though generally most people just say they’re happy or start living differently and don’t complain or dwell on good things.
Maybe I’m just home sick… like I kind of miss getting trashed and going to Wal-Mart hahaha.
Just cause there was nothing else to do. Or just going exploring all over town, wanting to go to places most people wouldn’t want to go.

Now I feel as if I’m loosing myself… I’m not sure if that’s good or that’s bad.

or maybe i'm just thinking to much.

Did you guys see the new phoenix lights? I thought it was pretty interesting… well if your into ufo’s and conspiracies.. I know you tube has a video.. Idk tell me what you think